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[15 Dec 2008|10:46am] ryan adams is coming to jacksonville, fl on march 9. SERIOUSLY 3 comment | post a comment

[02 Dec 2008|07:31pm] i have pneumonia. i go to new york in a week and 3 days. i have a pop-up book critique tomorrow and I have not started. I have an amazing internship next semester that I am excited about. Finals week has come really really fast! 0 comment | post a comment

[09 Nov 2008|01:29am] [ mood | drunk and weird ] [ music | everything ] its weird to me how when you listen to songs you can automatically be reminded of a place in time in which you listened to that song before. for instance when i listen to death cab plans (bad example) i am back in tallahassee feeling sad. also, when i listen to ryan adams gold album, it reminds me of fall and getting ready to go somewhere. ?? isn't that weird?  its just weird to me how songs and smells can remind you of certain events or parts of your life. i almost dont like it because these great amazing songs remind me of times in my life when i was sad or things that didn't work out or things that i just generally don't want to be reminded of. i wish that i could not think about some things someitmes. 16 comment | post a comment

[06 Nov 2008|02:00pm] I find it incredibly hard to believe that our country can elect the MOST liberal senator in the united states to be the PRESIDENT but the two most influential states in the election voted to pass such a discriminating bill?? Get me out of here, I cannot deal with so much hate.  I need to live somewhere more liberal, this makes me so sad. Why didn't people do their research and realize that the bill in Florida was not just to outlaw gay marriage? There is so much more to it then that.  Not only is it completely ridiculous that our government offers INCENTIVES for straight people to get married, it is also unfair.  What about people like me who never want to get married? In the 1800s, even slaves were allowed to get married. In the 1960s, the government would never have dreamed of passing a bill to not allow black people to get married.  It doesn't matter whether this is concerning race, gender, sexual orientation, all of it is discrimination.  What makes it ok for us to allow this hate but it is so against the rules to even consider having stereotypes about different races?  hopefully my cousin (who is gay) and her girlfriend, won't move across the country and for some reason need a lifesaving surgery because her girlfriend will not be able to sign off for it.  I don't understand when people will stop being so conservative and realize that everyone deserves the same rights.  Isn't that what our country is built off of? This makes me sick. I'm going to new york over christmas break and then I am going to be living there in a year.  13 comment | post a comment

[18 Oct 2008|01:48am] so they found my uncle dead inside his house tonight and that makes me wonder how much more is going to be piled onto my plate before it stops. how much more can my family go through. 1 comment | post a comment

[01 Oct 2008|02:49pm] why does this happen. why does everything always suck. 2 comment | post a comment

[04 Sep 2008|03:57pm] i'm getting really frustrated by digital photography and how i always seem to fail at it.  i don't understand why it is so hard to get the picture that prints out on the printer to look like the one on your screen.  i can't handle gammas, mainly because i do not understand it.  all i want is film and the smell of the darkroom and that exciting few seconds right when you slip that blank piece of paper into the developer. i want someone to teach me everything about film.  i can't teach myself, i need someone to show me.  having a ten minute demo on color correction in photoshop is not enough.  i hate going to ucf. i should have gone to daytona. its too late now but going to a class there just shoves it in my face how good they all are and how much equipment they have right at their fingertips. i am getting so angry.  i am tired of having to set aside 6 hours to sit in front of a computer and print out photo after photo just to get rid of banding, or lines, or too much red, or too much dark. someone teach me or i'm going to go insane and sell my digital camera and never shoot photos ever again. 2 comment | post a comment

[21 Jul 2008|11:53am] so two nights ago i saw batman and then last night i saw a real bat.  ! 8 comment | post a comment

[02 Jul 2008|07:58pm] -i saw tom waits last night.  -i move into my triangular room at my new HOUSE in downtown orlando next week. helloooo 5 comment | post a comment

[05 Jun 2008|03:09pm] for my birthday, i wish everyone would go to a used bookstore and buy me the most random (not expensive) book they could find.  i want a really extensive random book collection. yeahyeaheyah. 3 comment | post a comment

[31 May 2008|10:44am]   new pictures, do you like them? 11 comment | post a comment

[15 May 2008|05:27pm] the other night i had a dream that i was trying to get ozzy osbourne's autograph but he kept signing the name "zach banana" instead and it was really frustrating. what do you think this means? 7 comment | post a comment

[06 May 2008|12:51am] [ music | sex and the city. ] i want to have a bbq in august when kayleigh and i move into our new house. will you come? i'm going to grad school in approximately a year and i'm thinking about chicago, new york, providence or savannah. its going to be good. 1 comment | post a comment

[21 Apr 2008|10:56am] I hate how performance art has turned into a contest for who can be the most weird, vulgar or sexual. All these "artists" are doing is hoping for shock value and trying to make themselves famous. Case in point: http://www.euroweeklynews.com/news/6831.html http://perezhilton.com/2008-04-17-abortions-art http://www.academia.org/campus_reports/2000/april_2000_4.html I can't stand the fact that as an artist I'm associated with such disgusting and horrible people. 18 comment | post a comment

[10 Apr 2008|10:48pm] [ mood | come on america. ] i don't think that as a 21 year old person who is still claimed as a dependent by their parents that i should not get back most of my taxes withheld. The government took almost $800 from me last year and i'm only getting $300 of it back. i don't understand and i am so mad. AND i don't get that stupid tax rebate because i'm a dependent. i was definitely counting on getting back more than that to pay for the $900 worth of summer school that I have to take this summer. that's three classes. money makes me angry. also, i am proud of lakeland and all of the really awesome crime that comes out of it. way to make polk county look smarter. 10 comment | post a comment

[29 Mar 2008|02:52am] is anyone going to the weakerthans show next saturday in orlando? 1 comment | post a comment

[12 Mar 2008|11:57pm] my apartment got broken into tonight. black people wonder why there are stereotypes? 39 comment | post a comment

[10 Mar 2008|10:26pm] hi, i have a new macbook. i want an edible arrangement! 1 comment | post a comment

[29 Jan 2008|12:04am] girl talk at firestone thursday. 6 comment | post a comment

[26 Jan 2008|11:15pm] i'm sorry for all the mean things i said about everyone before and i love you all. let's be friends again. 7 comment | post a comment

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